It was Wednesday 2nd November 2005. I waited an extra 2 days to take this pregnancy test. I just assumed it would read negative, however I did see those 2 lines that changed my life. We are having a baby. At that moment we were the happiest people in the world.
We had our first scan on Friday 30th December 2005. Finally we could see our baby, our Button, we saw our little one move and kick, I always felt it was a boy but we didnt know for sure. I was 12 weeks pregnant.
By 18 weeks pregnant, our Button was getting big and I could feel those little kicks, I loved it and in our 1st antenatal appoitment the midwife found Buttons' heartbeat and that was the most amazing feeling ever. I was a proud mummy already. My tummy measured 41 inches!!
We purchased adorable clothes and linnen for our new arrival.
However, on Saturday 25th February 2006, My husband and I went into A&E as I felt something was not right. I was admitted that night for observations. We heard Buttons heart beat, I felt so many kicks, Button has to be ok. I remained in hospital for that week.
On Thursday 2nd March at 11.25 am, I gave birth to my darling Angel. We named our son Adam and he looked as handsome as his Daddy. And he had the cutest button nose ever, just like his Mummy.
Now, everytime I need to see my son I close my eyes and picture his face. I talk to him every day and I know he can hear me, he visits me in my dreams to let me know how he is.
I know he is watching over his Mummy & Daddy and I know he loves us and one day he will come back to us when he is ready.